sincerely bridget

remember the nights we drove around crazy, in love?

110. My last name: zhong.
109. I was born in: mt. saini hospital in manhattan, new york.
108. I am really: overly realistic.
107. My phone is: a blackberry curve 9700.
106. My eye color is: dark brown.
105. My ring size is: 6.
104. My height is: 5’2”.
103. I am allergic to: pineapples.
102. I was born on: 10041993.
101. I am annoyed by: narcissistic people.
100: What happened to question 189? idk? didn’t it start at 110?
99. My bed is: black and white and really comfortable.
98: One thing you don’t like about yourself: one thing? that’s hard. maybe the fact that i’m really prideful sometimes.
97. Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back? stomach haha.
96. How do you vent anger? yelling, bitching, throwing shit, slamming doors, throwing shit across the room, idk i feel like if i’m EXTREMELY angry, i can never really vent it out. it’s frustrating.
95. How did your day start off? checked my phone.
94. Do you get along with guys or girls better? idk, both are fine. it depends on the person to me, not the sex.
93. How do you think you look right this moment? i think i like normal.
92. Last person you went to the movies with? idr.
91. My favorite Holiday is: CHRISTMAS!
90. The last CD I bought was: circus by britney spears for my best friend as a christmas gift.
89. Do you have any siblings? yes, one brother.
88. What did you do yesterday? woke up, watched armageddon (so sad), part of pearl harbor, chilled with baby, a, and i, went to mcdonald’s twice, got high.
87. When in doubt?: follow your heart.

:::I Do /Do Not Believe In::::
86. Love at first sight? nope.
85. Luck? nope.
84. Fate? nope.
83. Aliens?: eh, maybe not what everyone hypothesizes them to be, but yeah i believe that there could be life in our vast outer space..i mean it’s huge, lol. we can’t be the only ones. maybe not in this galaxy, but other galaxies.
82. Heaven?: idk, i’m not sure.
81. Hell?: i don’t really know.
80. Ghosts? yeah.
79. Horoscopes?: haha, nah but they’re fun!
78. Soulmates?: nope.
77. Karma? NOPE.

:::Which is Better?:::
AND YES YOU HAVE TO PICK ONE
76. Drunk or High? highdrunk.
75. On the phone or online: phone!
74. Red heads or blondes? blondes.
73. Blondes or Brunettes? brunettes.
72. Hot or cold?: hot!
71. Summer or Winter: both! too hard.
70. Chocolate or vanilla? vanilla, def.
69. Night or Day?: night.
68. Oranges or Apples?: oranges.
67. Curly or Straight hair:? both, depends on the mood.

::Here’s What I Think About:::
66. Abortion: pro-life.
65. Backstabbers: assholes, but everyone is one in one way or the other.
64. Parents: good and bad.

:::Last time I:::
63. hugged someone: i hugged babe.
62. Saw someone: i saw my mom.
61: Cried in front of someone? idr when i last cried.

:::Random:::
60. Who is the ditziest person you know: idk, i know plenty.
59. Who makes you laugh? a lot of people.
58. Last show you watched? fuck! idk. uhm…i think how i met your mother.
57. What you don’t understand is? idk, i understand a lot of things lol.
56. The most unsatisfying answer: idk.
55. Something I really miss when I leave home is? my dog!
54. The thing I’m looking forward to the most is? DC with babe.
53. Tomorrow: DC.
52. Today: funfunfun. good food.
51. Next Summer: i’m not sure.. hopefully fun!
50. This Weekend: DCDCDCDC.
49. The person(s) who knows the most about me is: myself.
48. The most difficult thing to do is? letting go.
47. I haven’t gotten a speeding ticket: trueee.
46. The first person I talked to today was: my brother?
45. First time you had a crush: in kindergarten! with this guy named dylan.
44. The one person who I can’t hide things from: i can hide things from everyone, even myself.
43. Last time someone said something you were thinking: today! with babe.
42. Right now I am talking to? my babyyyy.
41. What is your dream job? neurologist.
40. First job? kumon learning center as an instructor.
39. I have had these pets: dog (favorite), fish, turtle.
38. I can still see: you in my dreams. haha.
37. The worst sound in the world is? chalk against chalkboard.
36. The person who makes me cry the most: babe, by far.
35. Best sound in the world?: good music :D
34. Who makes you happy? babe, my best friends, my family sometimes.
33. Cats or dogs?: dogs.
32. Myspace or Facebook: facebook. abandoned myspace in 06.
31. Mexican food or Chinese? eh, depends on my mood. 
30. My favorite piece of clothing? SHOES.
29. My favorite color(s) are: carmine red, royal purple. not combined.
28. Last time I cried: don’t remember.
27. My friends: are the best friends, ever.
26. My computer is? a laptop.
25. Last person I got mad at: babe :[
24. Person you secretly crush on?: it’s not a secret.
23. Favorite place to eat?: ah, that depends on my mood!
22. Favorite song: we’ll be a dream, because i’m listening to it right now, haha.
21. The all-time best show is: LOSTLOSTLOST :[
20. The all-time best feeling in the world is: feeling content.
19. Favorite scent: sandalwood and patchouli. or something fruity. as far as perfume, i have three favorites. incanto by salvatore ferragamo, princess by vera wang, and daisy by marc jacobs.
18. What color is your hairbrush: purple.
17. Favorite shoes: aldo or steve madden.
16. I lose all respect for people who: have low morals.
15. favorite channel to watch: abc, or fox.
14. favorite food: idk, depends on my mood!
13. favorite day of the week: saturday!
12. Best Feature(s) in the opposite sex: eyes. and that’s the same in BOTH sexes.
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: dislocating my arm.
10. Best Memory: 04202007.
9. Favorite TV show? LOST!
8. My favorite singer/band: that’s way too hard.
7. Favorite Stuffed Animal? i don’t have one. but it would be snoopy :[
6. Greatest Fear: not doing everything i wanted to do before i die, taking life and people for granted, letting go of people that mean the most to me.
5. My weakness is: sweettalkers.
4. When was your last concert? the academy is/we the kings/hey monday
3. Who broke your heart? my babe. :P
2. One thing that makes you feel great is: being in love <3
1. One person that you wish you could see right now? BABE.

Day 05: A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Day 04: A habit that you wish you didn’t have

- i wish i didn’t have to crack my knuckles.
- i wish i didn’t run my tongue along the inside of my teeth constantly.
- i wish my heart didn’t race when i feel nervous.

The 10 things I hate about you

TEN ARE YOU’S
1. Are you single - nope, have been in a relationship for almost 45 months. :D
2. Are you happy - yeah, most of the time i guess.
3. Are you bored – haha, a little. i’m mostly tired.
4. Are you naked - nope, but i don’t have pants on haha.
5. Are you a blonde - nope.
6. Are you moody – yeah, i think so sometimes.
7. Are you a lover/hater - loverrrrr.
8. Are you hot/cold -  i’m alright.
9. Are you Irish - nope.
10. Are you Asian - yes!

TEN FACTS 
1. Name – bridget zhong.
2. Nicknames – bri, bridge, breezy.
3. Any birth marks - not really. i have beauty marks though.
4. Hair color – dark brown/black.
5. Natural hair color - dark brown/black.
6. Eye color - dark brown.
7. Height - 5’2”
8. Mood - tired!
9. Favorite color – carmine red, royal purple.
10. One Place to Visit - australia or greece.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Do you believe in love at first sight – nope, but i do believe in lust at first sight.
2. Do you believe in soul mates - not really.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yeah, i think everyone else has been too.
5. Have you ever broke someone’s heart? - idk, maybe?
6. Ever had your heart broken? - yes.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - yep.
8. Are you afraid of commitment? - sometimes.
9. Who was the last person you hugged? - baby <3
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - baby <3

TEN THIS OR THAT 
1. Love or lust – both!
3. Cats or dogs – dogs.
4. A few best friends or many regular friends - a few best friends.
5. Television or internet - internet.
6. Chinese Or Indian - both!
7. Wild night out or romantic night in – haha, what about a combination of both? ;)
8. Money or Happiness - happiness…but money is good too :]
9. Night or Day - night!
10. MSN or Phone - phone.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER 
1. Been caught sneaking out - nope!
2. Been skinny dipping - yes.
3. ?? - huh?
4. Bungee jumped – hahaha, nope but i wanna!
5. Lied to someone you liked – yes.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – nope!
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – yeah.
9. Cried because you lost a pet – i would never fucking lose bogey <3
10. Wanted to disappear – yeah, i guess so.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER 
1. Smile or eyes - eyes.
2. Light or dark hair – dark hair.
3. Hugs or kisses -  kisses!
4. Shorter or taller – taller, obviously lol.
5. Intelligence or attraction – attraction..but they can’t be stupid.
6. Romantic or spontaneous - what about spontaneously romantic?
7. Funny or serious - funny!
8. Older or Younger - older!
9. Outgoing or quiet - outgoing. quiet is cute as long as they talk to me.
10. Sweet or Bad Ass – sweeeeeeeeet.

TEN HAVE YOU’S 
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yep.
2. Ever done drugs – yes.
3. ?? - ?
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – nope.
6. Ever Been on a dance team - nope.
7. Ever been on a sports team - yes.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yeah, haha.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - i own a BMW and a mercedes.
10. Ever been in a rap video? - nope.

TEN LASTS 
1. Last phone call you made – home.
2. Last person you hung out with - babyb muah smile smile.
4. Last time you worked – last monday?
5. Last person you tackled – i don’t remember…
6. Last person you IM’d - darshan.
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – my mommy and brother.
9. Last thing you missed - my babyyy.
10. Last thing you ate - charley’s steak and fries.

LAST PERSON TO 
1. Sleep in bed beside you? my babe.
2. Saw you cry? – i’m not sure..
3. You went out to dinner with? - my babe!
5. You talked on the phone to? - steph lew?
7. Made you laugh? - michelle!

WOULD YOU RATHER 
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? - nose..
2. Be serious or be funny? - be funny.
3. Drink whole or skim milk? - skim please!
4. Spend time with your parents or enemies? - parents def.

ARE YOU 
1. Simple or complicated? - i don’t think i’m simple enough to be simple, or complicated enough to be complicated. i think i’m in between.
2. Retarded? - no, lol.

DO YOU PREFER 
1. Flowers or candy? - flowers!
2. Gray or black? black.
3. Color or Black and white photos? depends on the picture.
4. Sunrise or sunset? sunrise is more romantic and more rare. so sunrise.
6. Staying up late or waking up early? staying up late, and waking up early!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY 
1. Do you like anyone? yes.
2. Do they know it? yes!

DO YOU PREFER 
1. Sun or moon? sun.
2. Winter or Summer? i like all seasons, but summer is more fun.
3. Left or right? rightie.
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? two bffs.
5. Sun or rain? i like both :[ can’t choose.
6. Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? vanilla ftw!
7. Vodka or Jack Daniels? vodka.

UNIQUE 
1. Nervous Habits? my heart beats fast, and i sweat :(
2. Are you double jointed? yes, people say it’s gross but i really don’t care.
3. Can you twist your tongue around and roll it? i can’t twist my tongue around, but i can roll it.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? yes.
5. Can you cross your eyes? hahaha, yes.
6. Do you make your bed daily? nope! my mommy does it for me or i do it when my mommy asks me to.

QUESTIONS 
1. Which shoe goes on first? wow, i’m really thinking of this one. i think usually right.
2. Ever thrown something at someone? yes, haha.
3. On average, how much money do you carry with you? lol, whatever amount i have on my credit card babyy.
4. What jewelery do you wear? i usually wear earrings, and whatever jewelry that goes with my outfits.
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? YES. i think it’s amazing, lmao even though it’s so unhealthy for you.
3. Favorite ice cream? i like vanilla, strawberry, cookies & cream, dulce de leche (sometimes), green tea. i will not pick my favorite, i like them alll.
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? a lot. i will not bother to think and count, because only my brother eats it, lol. i never have time for breakfast.
5. What’s your favorite beverage? i like juice! and iced tea/green tea mixes. :D
6. Do you cook? i know how, but i don’t really.

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU 
1. Had a relationship? yes.
2. Bought something? hahah, yes, i can not go out without buying something.
4. Sang: yessssir.
5. Been hugged: haha yeah.
6. Felt stupid: lol, i suppose so.
7. Missed someone: yesssssssss.

LASTS 
1. Last Alcoholic Drink: bacardi mojitooo. disgusting shit, it’s like toothpaste with alcohol = real delicious.
2. Last Car ride: going home!
3. Last Movie Seen: bed time stories with adam sandler. really cute! :D
4. Last Song Played: dynamite - taio cruz.

Day 03: A picture of you and your friends

first one i found on fb with me and my two friends :)

Day 02: The meaning behind your tumblr name

my tumblr name is lovebridgettt. i wanted it to be lovebridget, because that looks neater but it was taken? bridget is my name, and i got my tumblr name because i always thought it was cute that on the bottom of letters or such you’d always write love, whatever your name is.

Day 01: and 15 interesting facts about yourself

1. i constantly lose things. i try to be responsible, and whenever i lose something important i vow to be more careful with my belongings, but after a while i stop with that.

2. i’m obsessed with the latest gadgets. actually, not just gadgets, everything. i usually want the latest things because even ones with pointless and stupid updates seem 100x cooler to me.

3. i love to sleep more than anything in this entire world.

4. i’m extremely pessimistic when it comes to giving advice about relationships; i do not think relationships are really worth much trouble at this age.

5. i’m also a huge hypocrite when i say that, because i’ve been in a relationship for almost 4 years and have given up/will continue to give up all i’ve got to maintain it.

6. i have way more substance than people give me credit for.

7. i care what people think, and i try not to, but i can’t help but care.

8. i’m extremely indecisive. i can not make up my mind, and on the rare occasions that i do, i either change my mind once i made up my mind and can not take it back, or think about what could’ve happened if i chose the other option.

9. i’m extremely emotional, and that’s one thing most people don’t think about me. i run on emotions, and although i always preach against it it’s hard because i feel like i have A LOT of emotions.

10. i want to try everything before i die, or at least everything i can think of or i’ll feel like my reincarnated me will regret something.

11. i don’t believe everything happens for a reason.

12. i have attended church as far as i can remember; i have attended the specific church of rccc ever since i moved here in 1st grade, and don’t know more than half the people there. i have never been close to god, and have always noticed that other kids have been closer to god than i was. i always pretended, and never really believed.

13. i doubt myself a lot - not necessarily in terms of my ability to do things, but i guess i mean to say that i always overthink things.

14. i feel like i have a lot of talents, but i’m not particularly AMAZING in a specific one. i don’t know which i’d rather have.

15. i try not to lie about things, but i feel like i lie a lot even when i don’t have to.

Day 01: A recent picture of you

narcissism

i can’t stand narcissistic people, especially those who have no reason to be, and by narcissistic people i mean ALL of them; i’m including those who are obsessed with themselves and vanity, and those who think they are superior to themselves and constantly belittle others. i honestly don’t know which of the two is worse, but what’s really ticking me off are those who are obsessed with themselves. i can’t stand those people who NEED the attention of anyone constantly. i only have one word of advice for those type of people: STOP BEING SUCH AN ATTENTION WHORE. even when you’re being discreet about it like not listening to other people’s input and only wondering about “damn how the fuck do i look right now” or when you’re completely blunt about it and constantly need to flaunt how you are or how you look, just STOP. it gets super old.